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29 maggio

Clean Sweep

So I totally just cleaned my room up finally. I haven't slept in my own bed for 2 weeks since I was sick!! So I had quite the weekend chilling with basically anyone who was anyone lol. Friday night me and Heather sporadically hooked up and hit up the mall. Chatted it up with the gorgeous set of blue eyes at Rogers, glammed ourselves at Claires and then proceeded to leave and almost got in an accident! That mall exit is horrendous! I totally didn't see the guy coming, and we both had to slam on our breaks! AHHHHH my nerves were sooo rattled, then that moron at the lights wasn't on the censors so we sat there forever! PIzza delite was yummmy and desert was monstrous! then we jumped over to Blockbuster and rented some foreign movie that we ended up taking back cuz it was subtitled! back through the pouring rain we got The Family Stone which was absolutely fabulous!! Heathers rentals came after the movie and that was the the end of that.
Saturday morning I was up early... and I called Bradley and we cruised and went Garage-sailing! Brad you see, is very good at parking, and disaligning tires on curbs lmao! that one dingey sale set us off and we couldnt find anymore since it was basically 12. haha I said I hadn't been to the market so brad basically did a 180 and we flew downtown lol.... after parking miles away, we were flooded with the smell of nasty cheese and warm meat and saw lots of weird looking things, people included. We splurged and bought these huge new york frosted cupcakes that were soooo goood! there is food everywhere, and I even saw Kurt's sausage. lmao michelleeee!! so next time i go to the market, im going on an empty stomach, AND i am bringing some more money lol. Brad did a 100m sprint to the van cuz he left the lights on... then he YELLED AT ME!!! haha jk, he picked me up and we drove home cuz he had to buy more underwear wwith his mom from Giant tiger- lol O-dot werd. LMAO jk.
Saturday afternoon I took a nap after having quite the chat with michelle for an hour... uhhh lol "are you coming over YET" so i drove to her place where she feeded me as per usual, I ate her cookies, then left and went grocery shopping all by my lonesome. mom and dad gave me their card, and they were up at the cabin. I got the usual: how scandelouss... lol After Sobey's it was time for a hot date with Dave... lmao we hit up kingswood where I was the one on time for a first, and dave kicked my ass.. hardcore. I hate glow in the dark - thats my defense. I totally had heartburn to top it off! After he beat me 335 - 278, I drove home and basically planted myself at the computer. lol. I took these career tests and everything imaginable pertaining to interior design. and i was entertained by my favourite Cammy lol strip show say what? awwe how I love him.  I decided to go to bed wayyy too late, and eat bottomlesss amounts of grapes, water, and vegggie thins mmm the morning breath.
Michelle called me at 12 freakin o'clock... and demanded I come over... to help her cook. lol my rents got home and bbqed me lunch then Michelle and i spent the greater part of 4 hours searching frederictons grocerie stores for vermachellie wraps lol. That was unsuccessful. Of course I found my usual creepers downtown, man I hate the superstore! We made our first big purchase together *gasp* we bought a water pitcher haha. Soooozes mom likes to shop Irish style in a kilt... lol we rung ourselves thru and michelle broke the machine 5 times, marini was dry cleaning, and mr.fevens was sporting a shag! "Intercourse" was the highlight of the outting, and giving that old man a heart attack. haha. We got home and michelle cooked for like 3 hours.. baking a cake, and making me chinese food mmmmm sooo good. I was stting on the floor laughing my ass offf. "bulk hotdogs".. omg ... haha then after dinner michelle cut up watermelon and that fruit that i dont like and made shiskabobs... we ate that along with chocolate and juice out on the swingy swing and watched the sun go down. How romantic. All else aside, you basically cannot have a michelle-free weekend. thats just not right.
Today came at its time, and It was a rather good day! Math was math - argued passionately with Nicholas... french we talke about "birdie with eye patch" hah, history was all about the East Berliners and me sneezing... and Erik[not so] Small<3. Lunch was a cacophony of rice crispie squares and alex looking like a 70 yr old gorilla-woman.... English was highlight time for vanessa to spill about cape Enrage.... and physics.. ahh physics. I got an 86% on the Sounds & Waves test, thats right! Who knows what tomorrow is gonna be like, but today was lovely. So can you say softball game at 10pm tomorrow night? Queen Square - I expect you will all be there lol. Oh and i also decided to slice open both of my pinkies today and make them bleed. It feels GREAT! This was a lovely ventillation and im very done now. Goodddayyyy
*kels*
24 maggio

Move Along

This is such an awesome song! the lyrics are kinda
cool...

Angels + Airwaves

I wanna have the same last dream again 
The one where I wake up and I'm alive 
Just as the four walls close me within 
My eyes are open up with pure sunlight 
I'm the first to know 
My dearest friends 
Even if your hope has burned with time 
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown 
And your vicious pain, your warning sign 
You will be fine 

Hey oh here I am 
And here we go 
Life’s waiting to begin 

Any type of love it will be shown 
Like every single tree reach for the sky 
if you're gonna fall 
i'll let you know 
that i will pick you up 
like you for i 
i felt this thing 
i can't replace 
when everyone was working for this goal 
where all the children left without a trace 
only to come back as pure as gold 
to recite this all 

Hey oh here I am 
And here we go 
Life’s waiting to begin 
Tonight 
Hey oh here I am 
And here we go 
Life’s waiting to begin 
Tonight 
Hey oh here I am 
And here we go 
Life’s waiting to begin 

I can not live 
I can’t breathe 
Unless you do this with me 
I can not live 
I can’t breathe 
Unless you do this with me 
I can not live 
I can’t breathe 
Unless you do this with me 
I can not live 
I can’t breathe 
Unless you do this with me 
I can not live 
I can’t breathe 
Unless you do this with me 
I can not live 
I can’t breathe 
Unless you do this with me 

Hey oh, here I am (do this with me) 
Here we go 
life's waiting to begin (do this with me) 
Hey oh, here I am (do this with me) 
Here we go 
life's waiting to begin 
life's waiting to begin 

"single"


This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
 
lmao - i am woman, hear me roar.
things are how they should be.
fabulous<3

The Adventure

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS

"Move Along"

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[fade out]
21 maggio

"too black"

how they take me!
'Too Black' Poem
"TOO BLACK"

They take my kindness for. . . WEAKNESS.

They take my silence for. . . SPEECHLESS.

They consider my uniqueness. . . STRANGE.

They call my language. . . SLANG.

They see my confidence as. . . CONCEIT.


They see my mistakes as. . . DEFEAT.

They consider my success. . . .ACCIDENTAL.
They minimize my intelligence to. . . POTENTIAL.

My questions mean I am. . . UNAWARE.

My advancement is somehow. . . UNFAIR.

To voice concern is. . . DISCONTENTMENT.

If I stand up for myself I am too. . . DEFENSIVE.

If I don't trust them I am too. . . APPREHENSIVE.

I am defiant if I. . . SEPARATE.

I am fake if I. . . ASSIMILATE.


My character is constantly. . . UNDER ATTACK.


Pride for my race makes me. . . "TOO BLACK."
                                               -Author Unknown
18 maggio

poppin my collarrrr

Wow, today was definately Yellow shirt day! 10 extra cool points if it had a collar on it too! so many people did!! and POLO shirt day too! man what was with that? Wellllll it's like that friends episode eh michelle? good times studying math! hhahahha! *no signal* lee siiighh man im feeling awesome except for the storm that is brewing inside of me! haha im not feeling my 100% best yet... we think i have a stomach ulcer! fabulous eh? softball was cancelled tonight, and im glad cuz iim still not feeling the best! this weekend needs to come nowwww lol but this stupid math "re" write tomorrow should be fun, but i am going to do good i can FEEEELLL it  (8) lmao welll its bed time, toodaloo!!
ps - haha catie - the babies in it's kickin stage... definately a boy! lol but thats what they thought about me too.... lovely! jk
17 maggio

technicolour laugh ( 31 flavours)

well if anyone was wondering where i was on monday, i was barfing my brains out at home! tuesday i had a perma-headache/ hangover lol. and anyone who was wondering what the heck was wrong with me today, i was not drunk to set the record straight. I just could not compose myself for long amounts of time. so i got to school after uhhh almost not making it there, and mom and dad wouldnt let me stay home.... sooo mom brought me some meds though after i stumbled my way through the morning *joy*. I jsut woke up from a 3 hour nap on the couch.... It feels better to lay down. so now i must go study for math and history which i lucky got an extra 3 days to do both!!! I Cannot wait for this weekend! Happy birthday today bradleyYYYY!!!! SEe you latahhh
14 maggio

softball was...?

Hmmm well I definately missed playing... haha never have i seen a ball travel at such speeds for quite some time:P this league will actually be serious, and maybe we can win some games *cough*. everyone of course was re-oiling the joints cuz its been a while! maybe i can start pitttching again lol - "do you pitch?" me - "not well" lmao mmmm gotta love spandex shorts! Me arm is gonna feel lovely... haha my dragging fooot still hurts from bowling! man... So yesterday we had the bowling banquet and I have the pics up from there. I got the triple crown for senior girls... high single, triple, and average. lol Mind u Kalenya stopped showing up, but hey! MmmMmmM cake and pizza all weekend. This smorning when me and the rents hit up kingswood, I was sooo weak and it just occured to me that I hadnt eaten and veggies since.... friday.. lol  so we went groceries and i got a massive sub which i havent had for about 5 months! man it was good, and we washed the car lol. it was so lovely outside and i decided to break one of the deck chairs! I broke in my cleats by running around the backyard like a fool! oh and saturday night i was home allllll alone cuz the rentals went to the cabin. sooo i went to the movies with KDAWG! lol Just my luck was SUCH a good movie... give me luck *smooooooch* hehe soooo good. looked around walllmart and chaptahs for a lil bit then i went and sat in the car in the parking lot on the phone with lore for 30 minss, hah it was funny cus this old man kept circling me cuz he couldnt find his car! Im not too sure where the night went, but i was dead this morning thats all i know. well it is time to "study".... school is so bothersome, it should die.
thats all- SOUUULL SIISSTAHHH OUTTTTT - Michelle, you have failed to represent my country, I am disgraced! just kidding.
13 maggio

Do You Realize?

this is an awesome song by imogean heap!!! u should hear it!
 
Goodnight And Go"
Imogen HEap
Say goodnight and go.
Woah woah. Woah woah

Skipping beats, blushing cheeks I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner café
And then i'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Follow you home, you've got your headphones on and you're dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot you taking everything off watch the curtains wide open
Then you fall in the same routine flicking through the TV relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone...

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me
We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you
You'll sleep here, i'll sleep there, but then the heating may be down again
at my convenience
we'd be good, we'd be great together.

[Sigh]
Go!

Say goodnight and go,
why's it always always
goodnight and go
Darling not again
Goodnight and go

11 maggio

POG

Lyrics: Madonna - The Power Of Good Bye [Artist Lyrics]
Album: Ray Of Light

Lyrics to Madonna The Power Of Good Bye
Music seems to be the best way to vent things lately... and lots of songs make sense! I have ear hugs whenever I listen to these songs, music will always be your friends! hehee
Your heart is not open so I must go 
The spell has been broken 
I loved you so 
Freedom comes when you learn to let go 
Creation comes when you learn to say no 
You were my lesson I had to learn 
I was your fortress you had to burn 
Pain is a warning that something's wrong 
I pray to God that it won't be long 
do you wanna go higher 
There's nothing left to try 
There's no place left to hide 
There's no greater power than the power of good-bye 
Your heart is not open so I must go 
The spell has been broken 
I loved you so 
You were my lesson I had to learn 
I was your fortress 
There's nothing left to lose 
There's no more heart to bruise 
There's no greater power than the power of good-bye 
Learn to say good-bye 
I yearn to say good-bye 
There's nothing left to try 
There's no more places to hide 
There's no greater power than the power of good-bye 
There's nothing left to lose 
There's no place left to hide 
There's no greater power than the power of good-bye

The Song of Yesterday...

BARENAKED LADIES LYRICS
 oh look at the timing... lmao hhaha
"One Week"

It's been one week since you looked at me
Cocked your head to the side and said "I'm angry"
Five days since you laughed at me saying
"Get that together come back and see me"
Three days since the living room
I realized it's all my fault, but couldn't tell you
Yesterday you'd forgiven me
but it'll still be two days till I say I'm sorry

Hold it now and watch the hoodwink
As I make you stop, think
You'll think you're looking at Aquaman
I summon fish to the dish, although I like the Chalet Swiss
I like the sushi
'cause it's never touched a frying pan
Hot like wasabe when I bust rhymes
Big like LeAnn Rimes
Because I'm all about value
Bert Kaempfert's got the mad hits
You try to match wits, you try to hold me but I bust through
Gonna make a break and take a fake
I'd like a stinkin achin shake
I like vanilla, it's the finest of the flavours
Gotta see the show, cause then you'll know
The vertigo is gonna grow
Cause it's so dangerous,
you'll have to sign a waiver

How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad
Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad
I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral
Can't understand what I mean?
Well, you soon will
I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve
I have a history of taking off my shirt

It's been one week since you looked at me
Threw your arms in the air
and said "You're crazy"
Five days since you tackled me
I've still got the rug burns on both my knees
It's been three days since the afternoon
You realized it's not my fault
not a moment too soon
Yesterday you'd forgiven me
And now I sit back and wait til you say you're sorry

Chickity China the Chinese chicken
You have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin'
Watchin' X-Files with no lights on
We're dans la maison
I hope the Smoking Man's in this one
Like Harrison Ford I'm getting frantic
Like Sting I'm tantric
Like Snickers, guaranteed to satisfy

Like Kurasawa I make mad films
Okay, I don't make films
But if I did they'd have a Samurai
Gonna get a set a' better clubs
Gonna find the kind with tiny nubs
Just so my irons aren't always flying off the back-swing
Gotta get in tune with Sailor Moon
'Cause the cartoon has got the boom anime babes
That make me think the wrong thing

How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad
Tryin' hard not to smile though I feel bad
I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral
Can't understand what I mean?
Well, you soon will
I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve
I have a history of losing my shirt

It's been one week since you looked at me
Dropped your arms to your sides
and said "I'm sorry"
Five days since I laughed at you and said
"You just did just what I thought you were gonna do"
Three days since the living room
We realized we're both to blame,
but what could we do?
Yesterday you just smiled at me
Cause it'll still be two days till we say we're sorry

It'll still be two days till we say we're sorry
It'll still be two days till we say we're sorry
Birchmount Stadium, home of the Robbie

LmAo

hhahah this song is awesome!
 
"So Yesterday"

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus 2X]

09 maggio

Hommmmee!

this seems to be a fitting song. but anyways.... had aN AWESOME DAY!!! im heading home tomorrow. stoppin in petawawa to see Swanny, then Ottawa with my nana and grandad! I miss u guys in winnipeg! lol... wwooot no school till thursday... maybe.. lol anywhooo final results are posted, so check them out! that's right i got a 370!
 
"Don't Speak" No Doubt

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

07 maggio

Linkage!

 
http://bpac.ca/Y5%20Page/y5_photos.htm - this is the home page for pics!
 
http://bpac.ca/Y5.htm - results page - im senior girls, check everyone else too!
 
OMG! okay today was a total turn around day! soooo much better than yesterday!! i am sooooo tired! my feet are so sore, and my sliding knee! won a lot more games than yesterday! i have moved up to 7th from last!! teeheee!!! I cant really thing now! just ahd an amazing supper with my billet parents!! I do not want to go home AT ALL.... I hate fredericton with a passion! I'll blog lattahhh so im out!! byyee - please keep checking for updates!!!
 
 
 
 
05 maggio

Fastball - The Way

Hey ya'll well I finally arrived in Sudbury! 15 hours and a whole lot of gas later!!! We arrived at the billet center where i saw my nicholas:) and some otha familia faces! Drove to my billet parents house which is lovely, and I'm shackin up with Cassandra our bantam girl, and Madison from NS.... fun times. we shopped the lights out tonight, and went out to Montana's! I was SO on the news today:D they interviewed me at the billet centre, it was sweeeet! WEnt to old navy, and the petstore, and walmart, and o0o0o  bowled at the lanes! WHICH I LOVE! Tomorro is going to be awesome. I am getting into bed soon, this could be history - earliest bedtime for me ever! Another early day but the bowling begins!! WAHOOO!!! text me if you want ya'll! im mobile:D
http://bpac.ca/Y5.htm - heres the site with the results which will come, and the shedule of events and everything. I will get pics up prolly... talk to you guys latah!! byyye
*kels*
04 maggio

goodbye to you(8)

welllllll im heading off to sudbury ontario tomorrah!!!  I have Bowling Nationals!  Wiiiisshh mee luck!! i definately hope to medal!! Ill be back on ... wednesday maybe! I definately do not want to go back to school:P lol anywhoo night alll!:D
 
02 maggio

,till the seasons change

I felt i needed to unleash this poem that i wrote... Readers beware, maybe you'll see, its all gonna be how its supposed to be. Peeeeace XoX
 
I find myself failling in love everytime it snows*
each falling snow flake soaks up every tiny stitch of warmth in your body;
melting away your chill,
even after all these years, snowfall is even magical to me.
embers crackle and glisten in the fireplace;
dancing around like the beat of my heart
but lights sparkle in your eye as you catch a shimmering electric crystal on your tongue.
gently drifting onto eyelashes, swirling around you in a world full of wonder.
life is like a snowglobe.
cooled to the core, you swallow down liquid hot chocolate, it running down your throat like footsteps in the burning desert sand;
a warm swelling sea.
walking across the fresh snow, padding a trail of footprints, leaving imprints like your sweet words on my soul.
just when it's at its worse, things change and it all fades away;
the snow will be back again.
It melts away, exposing the brown grass and twisted plants. but sure enough it creeps again.
white blankets gusting in, covering the ground for one last time.
chill sweeps in with the breeze.
*I wanna be the reason that smile plays onto your lips. you're mine afterall.*
Spilling these words out and the feelings behind them make me smile, even for a little while, know that it's all worth while.